Some Job Interview !

I was in a job interview today. It wasn't the best interview ever, but it could've gone worse. I felt like crying even that the interviewer was actually taken by my resume! WAY TAKEN I'm not even kidding!!!

To tell the truth that no one knows but me and the interviewer, and now YOU of course, I actually did almost tear! I said to that person: "Thank you anyway, but I can't do this job, maybe some other time!!" ( I overlooked the fact that they will train me for sure.. that they don't expect me to be fully qualified over night.. It takes practice you know! duh?)

Oh yeah, I gave up the job! I left the interview room after it was made VERY clear that I'm accepted and welcomed BIG TIME !!

But you know what, HE didn't give up on me even when I foolishly gave up on myself..

You see, When I left, something wonderful happened immediately! I can't give details of what it was exactly, but let's just say that God sent me a sign with a human angel..A sweet person who doesn't know anything about me started asking me about myself even that I wasn't welcoming the approach at first..

Can you imagine! A stranger was pushing me, commanding me to get the job; by force, in a harsh tough love tone.. a stranger ! I know right!!

It was like God telling me: No no no you're not leaving, you go back NOW and GET THAT JOB!!, I didn't bring you all the way here for nothing..

So, I felt the little sound inside me saying "Keep Going, Keep Going!" getting louder and louder.. Suddenly, the corridor went all Barbie pink and peachy orange, and full of colorful butterflies .. I felt a huge rainbow emerging from my heart, ahhhhh It felt soooo gooooood!

So, about 15 minutes or so, I went back to the interviewer's office whose face lights up as if I let the butterflies and rainbow in with me.

So I GOT THE JOB despite that crazy panic attack.

Ahhhhhhhhh… I feel awkwardly peaceful now.. I feel strong.. I feel that life has so much to give me.. I feel blessings all over me.. I'm just soooo thankful.

I should've been feeling God being with me the whole interview.. Because He actually was..

For now on, I'll be visualizing more kind people around me all the time..

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah