Mommy pls. dont GO
I left my son at the age of 1& 3months..so cute and adorable baby who started to call me ‘nana” instead of Mama. I remember him running after me when I get inside the airport. I was not able to see him even in the pictures for 3 years
But I kept on calling him so that he could recognize my voice even not seeing me.
Leaving my son was the most terrible, dreadful, awful & loneliest day of my life.
Working abroad and having a good salary is nothing when you knew that your baby was sick and you’re not there beside him.
Going back home after 3 years was the most joyful, & thrilled day in my life.
Since I arrived late at night my son was asleep in the car. I’m waiting to see him awake. I’m wondering how do he looks like? How do he smiles and speak? how does he moves and what would be his reactions when he will see me.
After 2 hrs of travelling he was awake at last but wondering who’s lap he’s sitting in. Hello son it’s mommy! He quickly move to his grandma and looks like he’s afraid of me. That was the 1st horror movie I’ve ever seen,,..but wait it’s not a movie!!. It’s a fact that my son doesn’t want to see me.
after 2 months living with him he still cant live without his grandma beside him.. quite a few of his attitude is unpleasant . I wanted to correct it but he doesn’t listen. My mom inlaw tolerates this kind of behavior.. spanking playmates and cousins seems like just fun with him. Eating while leaning his head on her shoulder,
He doesn’t’ want to be hold nor to be said. I cant imagined a 4 yrs old boy saying to me( it’s just happened that i came from you ,but your not my mom) that was rude!
I felt like an effective mom. hopeless to rectify son’s imperfection. I would like to punish myself for leaving him but taking care of other’s children. I’m a nanny, for 3 years doing this job I felt successfully caught. > in a sence that I did my job nicely.I learned to loved them and I felt they loved me too.
As a mom I never give up to win my son’s attention, respect and loved. I stayed with him for more than a year. After 4 months he learned to to kiss, hug and even loves to play with me always. He always wanted me to by his side. We always say I love you everyday. If someone of his classmates celebrates a bday, he always bring me something to eat. Yehey..my son loves me already..but then…. I need to go,I loved to stay but because of circumstances i couldn’t . We’re Financially down and need to have enough money to save for his education, food and hopefully could buy a small land to build a house.I saw my son's tears falls down while staring at me.
Life is too short. My son needs me. He’s growing up and basically mom should be at their children’s side. i miserably missed him..but most importantly... I worked for him. Forgive me my son.
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