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NOW IS MY TURN!!!!

balasang_nakpay's picture

Detached and hopeless lying on the ground,
no one seems to care so I don't make a sound.
Silently crying the world turns away,
I called for help but my soul died today.
I walk through the halls crying and wishing for love,
I opened my arms and I was turned away,
I don't understand why people are this way;
The world is so ruthless, so cold, so unfeeling,
I tried to stop but it all seemed so unbearable.
So I turned my back and the world turned theirs,
I sit and cry and no matter how hard I seem to try,
All I really want to do is to die.

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balasang_nakpay said NOW IS MY TURN TO SAY ...

NOW IS MY TURN TO SAY GOODBYE......
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sandeepkadian said No you aren't going ...

No you aren't going anywhere.

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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lassy said thr r lotta things to do.. ...

thr r lotta things to do.. when god shuts a door he opens 2 windows!!! u need to see them not cloud ur eyes crying bout the shut door!!!

 

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thalib01 said go for a vacation :-) ...

go for a vacation :-)

 

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perfectStranger said R u crazy.... ...

there r soo many people supporting u past few, coz all know and understand what u going through.....

and u say " worlds turning their back.." ???

come on...pm any of us here...go out..get exposure..get a life...

Remember u not alone..

not some thign that i wanted to share.. but i m going through a face in life where i broke up like probably u did, almost loosing my job...

but i still smile ... whos with me..???

Cheer up..problems are like experience..they make u stronger..

 

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diya1989 said perfect stranger dats realy ...

perfect stranger dats realy is true n balasang dont feel lonely v all r wit u n every 1 is not same in dis world so dont say like dat.life is realy beautiful.just a person need to handle da difficult in their life....so just keep smiling n stay happy n make people happy :-)

 

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perfectStranger said diya jee... ...

Time for yout o sleep..its 3 and you have to be ready for work by 5...

c i remember you..

 

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shuvosupreme said life suxxx... ...

life suxxx...

 

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diya1989 said hehehe okey stranger bro ...

hehehe okey stranger bro

 

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happygolucky said what bl**dy pathetic & ...

what bl**dy pathetic & dramatic souls...
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britexpat said The world is indeed a harsh ...

The world is indeed a harsh and cruel place. So is QL sometimes. Try and look on the positives and take a short step at a time or if that fails call Mr. Dracula!

 

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sir dolly said be a man!!!! ...

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DonMeister said He's got the suicide map ...

He's got the suicide map ready at all times, *wink wink*
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Harry99 said Be strong :) ...

Be strong :)

 

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greentea said .. ...

dont be so hard on yourself balasang... just take it as a normal phase in your life... cry if you must coz after shedding those tears it will make you feel better, and try as much as you can to avoid self pity and bitterness... take it from me, im in the same boat but im trying to sail on and sail forward until i pass through this turbulence... after the rain, there will be a rainbow out there that promises a new hope :)

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ajinpt said Balasang, Yes!, Its your ...

Balasang, Yes!, Its your turn , to be strong and put a li'l faith in you. Yes, Its your turn to show the world that you've got even better skills than writing beautiful poems..I know "Everybody Loves Raymond; but still somebody loves you too"

Cheers

---If you can't CONVINCE 'em, CONFUSE 'em!!!

 

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svelte_saggi said sombody play some dramatic ...

sombody play some dramatic BGM.....buhuhuhu!

Going to church no more makes you a Christian than standing in a garage makes you a car. ~ Garrison Keillor

 

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coolmirror said Hey ...

Stop brooding and clouding your eyes with tears, keep your vision clear this time so that you will not miss your Mr.right

 

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wacky_baby said balasang...i think this ...

balasang...i think this would be sandee's song for you ;)

i can't find the words to say goodbye
(bread)

can't say i don't love her
still i can't pretend
that my heart is torn just knowing that i'm losing my bestfriend
if it's easier said and done
then someone tell me why
though i try,
i can't find the words to say goodbye
i could tell her that i'm sorry
hope she'll understand
she will have to do with someone else
all that we have planned
i'd rather her hear the truth
than hurt her with a lie
so i tried,
but i can't find the words to say goodbye
now i know
i have to go
there's no other way
but goodbye is not what i can bring myself to say...
if i told her "see you later"
then i might be wrong
'cause this voice inside is driving me
to find where i belong
i know i must leave her now but everytime i try,
don't know why,
ibut i can't find the words to say goodbye...
don't know why,
i can't find the words to say goodbye....
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sandeepkadian said wacky you want me to die ...

wacky you want me to die with embarrassment :(

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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MagicDragon said Oh, what a joy. Welcome ...

Oh, what a joy. Welcome back, oh boy. We all missed you.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
(MagicDragon)

 

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navdak said ?? ...

??

 

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sandeepkadian said Good to be back :) "Only two ...

Good to be back :)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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wacky_baby said hi sandee!!!! i have to do ...

hi sandee!!!! i have to do that to make you get out of your cave hahaha! it's a nice song by the way ;)
i hope MD will play that for us to hear... :)
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sandeepkadian said You really hate me, now you ...

You really hate me, now you want me to hear MD singing too??

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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ajinpt said :) nice to c'ya Sandeep, how ...

:) nice to c'ya Sandeep, how r ya?

---If you can't CONVINCE 'em, CONFUSE 'em!!!

 

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sandeepkadian said I am good ajinpt, anger is ...

I am good ajinpt, anger is gone now and am lot more calmer again :)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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MagicDragon said sandee, come on. She is ...

sandee, come on. She is exaggerating, as usual.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
(MagicDragon)

 

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ajinpt said welcome back 'CALM' dude ...

welcome back 'CALM' dude :)

---If you can't CONVINCE 'em, CONFUSE 'em!!!

 

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wacky_baby said no i'm not...that would be ...

no i'm not...that would be my special request MD ;)__________________________________
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wacky_baby said balasang come on... i made ...

balasang come on... i made sandee come out of his sh!t hole. you can kick the crap out of him know with my blessings ;)

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wacky_baby said dracky bad bat... good ...

dracky bad bat... good evening ;)

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MagicDragon said Without my blessing. Nobody ...

Without my blessing. Nobody kicks anybody here!!

"Leave Me or Love Me"
(MagicDragon)

 

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sandeepkadian said Oh so that's why you were ...

Oh so that's why you were asking me to come out wacky, to get my a** kicked... Wait let me try and drag her out..

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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wacky_baby said can't say i don't love ...

can't say i don't love her...still i can't pretend...
hooot! hooot! :P
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wacky_baby said MD...that is my job ...

MD...that is my job :P
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sandeepkadian said Ok my butt is getting ...

Ok my butt is getting twitchy, decide fast who needs to give blessing for it to be kicked..

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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Ice Maiden said /-a-t-/balasang ...

hang in there

"Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep".
- Carl Sandburg

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”
- Charles R. Swindoll (American Writer and Clergyman
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wacky_baby said i do the kicking ...

i do the kicking sandee...hands up so we can begin :P
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sandeepkadian said MD did this little baby seek ...

MD did this little baby seek your blessing??

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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MagicDragon said Don't let her, sandee. She ...

Don't let her, sandee. She wears those point-tipped high heeled shoes.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
(MagicDragon)

 

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MagicDragon said She's lost, sandee. Let her ...

She's lost, sandee. Let her have the fun.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
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sandeepkadian said How many butt kickers with ...

How many butt kickers with pointed shoes did they employ in QL???

There's no getting away from them

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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ajinpt said I thought it was just one. ...

I thought it was just one. But its strange to find that all the women here, finds it extremely interesting to kick someone's arse!!

---If you can't CONVINCE 'em, CONFUSE 'em!!!

 

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sandeepkadian said CEO Sir, there is ...

CEO Sir, there is over-employment in this department..

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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wacky_baby said ajinpt...it's because some ...

ajinpt...it's because some people deserve them. like sandee here. even if my feet is killing me for wearing heels the whole day i will still kick his ass...no excuses :/
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Lion_King said balasang_nakpay.... Let me ...

balasang_nakpay.... Let me play a sad violin note for you...:(

 

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ajinpt said well, but they are just ...

well, but they are just supporting us, the board members! We kick 'em from the back and they use the pointiest shoes to make it easier :p

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wacky_baby said lion_king...you can play for ...

lion_king...you can play for us too. we can be your audience ;)
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MagicDragon said He said he can play only one ...

He said he can play only one note, wacky!

"Leave Me or Love Me"
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sandeepkadian said I've got to learn to play ...

I've got to learn to play some instrument before someone else plays for wacky ;)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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MagicDragon said The greatest instrument is ...

The greatest instrument is the human voice, sandee. Start screaming.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
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wacky_baby said well am listening to this ...

well am listening to this song now...kinda makes me sad though... :(

Is there something
(Christopher Cross)

Lately I see clouds of sorrow in your eyes
Some deep sadness you can never quite disguise
I was scared to ask where it's leading to
But I'm more afraid of not asking you.
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Is there something that you want to tell me?
Is there something that I ought to know?
Are we something that's still worth fighting for
Or should I simply let you go?
Is there something I can do to reach you?
Are we something more than history?
I'll find some way to convince you to stay
If you just tell me honestly
Is there something left of you and me?
You've got secrets you've been keeping for too long
I'm going crazy acting like there's nothing wrong
I can taste the truth every time we kiss
But I can't go on
At least not like this.
Repeat***
I don't want to lose you
But what's the use of holding on
I don't really have you
If the feeling's gone.
Is there something I can do to reach you?
Are we something more than history?
If there's no way to convince you to stay
Then be the way it used to be.
But there's something that I want to tell you
And I want you to believe it's true
We had something that I'll never forget
Even if I wanted to
A part of me will always be with you.

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messymiss said Pay peanuts & you get Monkeys ...

Pay peanuts & you get Monkeys

 

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sandeepkadian said Ofcourse MD, Wacky this one ...

Ofcourse MD, Wacky this one is for you but I am not exactly screaming it out but softly singing..

smile an ever lasting smile
a smile can bring you near to me
don't ever let me find you gone
'cause that would bring a tear to me
this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

talk in ever lasting words
and dedicate them all to me
and I will give you all my life
i'm here if you should call to me
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da da

this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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MagicDragon said "But what's the use of ...

"But what's the use of holding on
I don't really have you"
That's a good line.

"Leave Me or Love Me"
(MagicDragon)

 

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wacky_baby said hmmmm...now am feeling more ...

hmmmm...now am feeling more sad now sandee! boohooohooo! :'(
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jervis said Sandy you've flipped mate ...

You've typed every word of that song.. wow...

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sandeepkadian said Ofcourse I typed that ...

Ofcourse I typed that (*wink*)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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jervis said Such dedication and ...

Such dedication and committment..Wacky got u Wacky

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sandeepkadian said lol you are right mate. And ...

lol you are right mate.

And I see that what started to pi** me off last week, foci typing non-stop in tagalog on main forums hasn't changed yet, nice to see I didn't miss anything :)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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jervis said Lol Sandy Nice to see your ...

Lol Sandy Nice to see your Sarcy wit hasnt left you either - LOMA..

Foci post was for the Nostalgia ;)

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sandeepkadian said lol jervis :) Wacky how long ...

lol jervis :)

Wacky how long do I have to keep my hands up, if you want to kick my butt, do it now or forever hold your legs. My hands are getting tired :)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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wacky_baby said am just finishing my beer ...

am just finishing my beer sandee...hang in there ;)__________________________________
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rein said nice poem.. nice red shoes ...

nice poem.. nice red shoes

"Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak."

 

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sandeepkadian said SOS SOS SOS.. A destructive ...

SOS SOS SOS.. A destructive engineer with beers inside her.... HELP!!!!

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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wacky_baby said ssssshhhhhh! who are you ...

ssssshhhhhh! who are you asking out help for? they know my job ;)
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balasang_nakpay said Smiling is infectious,You ...

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too
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sandeepkadian said wacky arse kicking cancel ...

wacky arse kicking cancel now ;)

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

 

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leelah said Emptiness ...

Tears,miss lonly and now its my turn.ok you are the weakest link good bye( WINK).

 

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wacky_baby said hello balasang...welcome ...

hello balasang...welcome back ;)

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balasang_nakpay said thanks to all..... ...

thanks to all....
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smile for you sandeep.
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balasang_nakpay said nice song wacky, thanks, ...

nice song wacky, thanks, your dear sandee already go to sleep.

 

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wacky_baby said Yeah... He is such a sleepy ...

Yeah... He is such a sleepy head. Am glad you're back though. Keep smiling ok ;)
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shuvosupreme said im here in Qatar almost 10 ...

im here in Qatar almost 10 month.doing nothing,only eating sleeping

 

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joe148in said dear friend, dont cry and ...

dear friend, dont cry and dont wait for anyone... try to luv yourself with your heart... becoz you can never cheat yourself....

We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone

you are a good person nice at heart and so u are true to relations....and u truly deserve to be here in this world to fulfill the purpose for which u are created... every human being is born with a purpose in life wait for the right time to come..... god has gifted you life as a human (the best of gods creations) which has been blessed with the ability to love.... never ever try or even think to end your life....becoz by doing so you are tampering Gods plans through you....when we hav something in hand we dont understand its value but when we looose it then we realize...... do u know the importance of your vision, ask a blind.....

try to understand your value... shed your lyf only for those who can shed their lyf for you....i am sure you will find someone sooon, who will understand your emotions & feelings thats true luv.... be optimistic & wait for it .....

 

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