pain

i met this mr nice guy on my 6th month here in doha we stay together as a great friend. he gonna leave on the end of the month and he suddenly change this last few week... he totally rejects me... my calls and messages too.i thought i did something wrong so i send a flower right infront on his doorstep and some of petals that i had scattered there too. im trying to reach him but i failed. still, i havent got any answer from all those confusing questions i had. i am completely lost for i do in real thankful for all the time he had given me. no matter how he tries to push me.... was it a right to know what is hapopening with him or should i stop asking.... i couldnt stand the pain of loosing someone without even saying goodbye....:( his silence... i did break easily...

Will you accept your ex when he/she's coming back to you? After the pain and moving on, will you start again and take a second chance?

"People see me as a strong woman," Sunarsih says, "but I was broken inside. I was always crying but I don't want other people to see my cry."

Sunarsih is not this woman's real name. She doesn't want her identity revealed. No one, not even her family, knows what happened to her.

Her story starts 15 years ago, when she was just 17 years old.

"My family was very poor, I had to drop out of school," she explains. "Then I met many successful migrant workers and their stories enticed me."

Sunarsih's situation is not uncommon. Across impoverished villages in Indonesia, becoming a migrant worker is a woman's only chance for a better life.

But for some, the pursuit of their dreams quickly becomes a nightmare.

AGAINST ALL ODDS(PHIL COLLINS)

How can I just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
'cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now,
oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now,
well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
and that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry

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Excuse me while I RANT !

I have had a hell of a time with the inspection guys out in Industrial area.
I took my motorcycle out there for inspection and they told me the pipes were too loud and that the back light was not working. Fine. No problem. I changed the pipes to quieter ones (pain in the ass) and the problem with the back light was a simple disconnection problem.

Went for a body building competition the other day at the Doha Sheraton. And there was this lovely old man belting out Arabic ballads.

Although I didn;t understand a single word of what he was singing, I was mesmerised by the pain in his voice.

To him!

Whichever way you look at it,life is the worst form of existence. You don't need to be a looser.Just say the word and you wiill feel the pain of life.Every evening I die and every evening Iám born again.With a mask.Just can't get rid of it all. The education.The love.The dreams and the demise.Feel like closing my eyes and going to die would be the best thing to do.Those screams of pleasure and those days of nights.I feel it was all for nothing.And the clock ticks by. Damn! Is there an end to this misery.I no longer have any fear of death.No one will have a moment of blisss with mee.Feels like Iám sombody else.Standing at the enterance of my cave.Do I get in? Deeper into my cave.Find my power and get alive.What's that life...?

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